July 10, 2006
Honesty
I really can’t come down hard enough on myself… what the F..K! was I thinking? Who was that man. I can’t believe that I was so irresponsible that my responsibility went so low. It’s almost as though I had no understanding of that word. I now know how this planet is in such a dismal state. If a man like me can sink so low then what’s to save the others from themselves? If it’s never too late to get responsible then here I am. I have arrived. I am responsible over everything! That’s my viewpoint.
Honesty & Case Gain
I told my wife that moving up the bridge [Scientology Bridge to Total Freedom] and doing better on all dynamics [areas of life] is going to be the result of all this due to the clean hands policy that’s being applied.