I HAVE A FUTURE NOW
George Marshall
February 13, 1987
I was just thinking about all the negative training I had as a child. There was no way I could have ever made it go right with a woman. Solutions to prior confusions just kept making it worse. The confusion just kept getting deeper and deeper. There is no way out of this trap here except thru proper training. I’ve been looking and looking and f--king up more. Finding Ron has saved my life. He’s also saved everybody else I’ve been f--king over. He’s saved everyone else I’ll be coming in contact with in the future. He’s saved my future. I can see that I have a future now. Being a Scien[tologist] is the only way out. That’s the truth. I’ve looked everywhere else. Everything else is pure effect, a camouflaged hole.
This is not easy getting my overts [transgressions] off. But God does it feel good afterwards. “Big boys don’t cry.” Don’t you know that.
Becoming a Scientologist is the greatest achievement I’ve ever done.
